Jebat, Terhebat.
The Greenhouse, let's make a historical comeback this year.
And the year after too!
After all..it's mine, and theirs to be proud of.
After all..it's mine, and theirs to be proud of.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Friday, August 26, 2011
Down to MemoryLane 1: Eid Mubarak, then.
Selamat Hari Raya ~ ~ lalalalalalalaaa....
(sila nyanyi dengan kadar paling kiut plus annoying yang anda mampu)
It's holiday again peeps!
Aha, with hari raya just around the corner...aku dah rasa bahang-bahang kehangatan raya tu (even cuaca asyik nak mendung je, ahaks!)
Being an adult during this raya is not as festive as it used to be when I was a child then. Aku ingat lagi, masa kecik2 dulu memang tak sabar-sabar bila nak raya. Bulan puasa tu, sebulan macam setahun sebab tetiap hari countdown "Bila nak Raya ni??". Dari waktu sahur menuju ke buka puasa...rasa mcm lama gile. Puas aku pujuk diri sambil tengok katun Power Rangers la...Smurfs la...Tomatoman laa (sape yg skolah rendah era 90-an sure tau cerita2 ni). Itu tak masuk lagi bab try baju baru. Ntah berapa kali daa rehearsal baju and kasut baru. Lawak betul bila ingat semula sbb try je kot? Bukan boleh dpt duit raya repeatedly pun, ahahaha.
Then there's the aidilfitri's eve...semua cousins and pakcik and makcik berkumpul kat rumah wan. Kalau balik kampung belah abah agak scary sbb toilet kat luar (seriusly cuak doh) and tido dalam kelambu. Ade ke lagi orang pakai kelambu skang ekk??? Aku rasa last aku nampak kat lemari rumah mak, coz itu salah satu item yg kena ade masa aku masuk STJ dulu. Hahaha (walhal tak penah guna pun sbb aku rasa health threat from the water cooler machine is bigger than the miniscule-sucking-insects). Then since my arwah wan used to bela rabbits, we usually have rendang rabbits for the Aidilfitri. Good heavens, selalu aku tak makan sbb tak sampai hati mengenangkan rabbit yg comel and fluffy and shiny eyes...bling bling :x
I still remember main mercun, bukan yg kecik2 punye mercun but the big ones like the Chinese New Year stack of fireworks. Selalunya dipelopori oleh my uncle yg polis tu la, "barang rampasan" katanya. Cool. hahahah...And lots of new people coming in claiming that they're relatives. Seriusly most of the times I really wonder why the hell every year I have new relatives (the fact is I yg tak ingat muka mereka :p). Yelah jumpa setahun sekali so don't blame my short term memory capacity then. Haha, I guess I'm quite good at justifying my flaws. And the most vivid one is receiving DUIT RAYA. Yeay!
But eversince both of my wans passed away, and we grew up...lots of things changed. No more tido at wan's house during the Eid's eve, no more the famous 'rendang arnab' (eventhough I didn't eat it but I missed its creepiness), no more duit raya (now I'm the one giving), no more the dress rehearsal thrill...no more of lots of things. To be honest, Ramadhan passed by just in a blink of eyes. Now, while typing this entry down I pun rasa macam tak percaya yang next week Tuesday is already Aidilfitri. Terlalu cepat. Sampai tak sedar masa berlalu...
Eventhough the celebration is there, but the feeling is not the same anymore. Not as exciting as it used to be 20 years back. Salam Eid Mubarak to all, from a 28 years old me.
The lesson of this entry is, or should it be 'are'? We should cherish childhood. Coz that's the time when living is easier, things round us is more exciting, less problem to be dealt with, creativity and imagination drive our days, the list goes on and on and on. I missed being a child. I missed celebrating Eid Mubarak as a child. I missed my arwah wan. I missed the kampung houses.
I missed the easier things when I was a child. I missed being a child.
(sila nyanyi dengan kadar paling kiut plus annoying yang anda mampu)
It's holiday again peeps!
Aha, with hari raya just around the corner...aku dah rasa bahang-bahang kehangatan raya tu (even cuaca asyik nak mendung je, ahaks!)
Being an adult during this raya is not as festive as it used to be when I was a child then. Aku ingat lagi, masa kecik2 dulu memang tak sabar-sabar bila nak raya. Bulan puasa tu, sebulan macam setahun sebab tetiap hari countdown "Bila nak Raya ni??". Dari waktu sahur menuju ke buka puasa...rasa mcm lama gile. Puas aku pujuk diri sambil tengok katun Power Rangers la...Smurfs la...Tomatoman laa (sape yg skolah rendah era 90-an sure tau cerita2 ni). Itu tak masuk lagi bab try baju baru. Ntah berapa kali daa rehearsal baju and kasut baru. Lawak betul bila ingat semula sbb try je kot? Bukan boleh dpt duit raya repeatedly pun, ahahaha.
Then there's the aidilfitri's eve...semua cousins and pakcik and makcik berkumpul kat rumah wan. Kalau balik kampung belah abah agak scary sbb toilet kat luar (seriusly cuak doh) and tido dalam kelambu. Ade ke lagi orang pakai kelambu skang ekk??? Aku rasa last aku nampak kat lemari rumah mak, coz itu salah satu item yg kena ade masa aku masuk STJ dulu. Hahaha (walhal tak penah guna pun sbb aku rasa health threat from the water cooler machine is bigger than the miniscule-sucking-insects). Then since my arwah wan used to bela rabbits, we usually have rendang rabbits for the Aidilfitri. Good heavens, selalu aku tak makan sbb tak sampai hati mengenangkan rabbit yg comel and fluffy and shiny eyes...bling bling :x
I still remember main mercun, bukan yg kecik2 punye mercun but the big ones like the Chinese New Year stack of fireworks. Selalunya dipelopori oleh my uncle yg polis tu la, "barang rampasan" katanya. Cool. hahahah...And lots of new people coming in claiming that they're relatives. Seriusly most of the times I really wonder why the hell every year I have new relatives (the fact is I yg tak ingat muka mereka :p). Yelah jumpa setahun sekali so don't blame my short term memory capacity then. Haha, I guess I'm quite good at justifying my flaws. And the most vivid one is receiving DUIT RAYA. Yeay!
But eversince both of my wans passed away, and we grew up...lots of things changed. No more tido at wan's house during the Eid's eve, no more the famous 'rendang arnab' (eventhough I didn't eat it but I missed its creepiness), no more duit raya (now I'm the one giving), no more the dress rehearsal thrill...no more of lots of things. To be honest, Ramadhan passed by just in a blink of eyes. Now, while typing this entry down I pun rasa macam tak percaya yang next week Tuesday is already Aidilfitri. Terlalu cepat. Sampai tak sedar masa berlalu...
Eventhough the celebration is there, but the feeling is not the same anymore. Not as exciting as it used to be 20 years back. Salam Eid Mubarak to all, from a 28 years old me.
-ini gambar copy paste semata-mata.bukan watak sebenar-
The lesson of this entry is, or should it be 'are'? We should cherish childhood. Coz that's the time when living is easier, things round us is more exciting, less problem to be dealt with, creativity and imagination drive our days, the list goes on and on and on. I missed being a child. I missed celebrating Eid Mubarak as a child. I missed my arwah wan. I missed the kampung houses.
I missed the easier things when I was a child. I missed being a child.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
First entry for 2001 :)
Salam :)
After a year, finally I'm updating my blog! Hahahah...maybe it's the blessing of May, the month of celebration and happiness kot. May ade;
1. Birthdays (Me, Mak, Abang)
2. Holidays (Labour Day, Wesak Day, School Holidays)
3. Celebration (Teachers Day, Mothers Day)
Yeayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Nothing much to tell actually, not really lah. I have tons to write but now I'm facing writer's block at the moment. Lots of things happen within this one year. I mean since May 2010 until May 2011 lah...too many thatI think I'll be needing several posts (after I overcome my writer's block :x) to tell the whole stories. Starting from my birthday last year, and this year. A lot has changed. A lot had happened. Too much too tell, don't know where to start.
Before I end this first 2011 post, nak wish selamat exam utk semua budak2 IB and A Level yg tengah berhempas pulas mcm dlm gambar bawah ni. hihihihihih...... (selamat aku dah tempuh zaman ni dengan jayanya)
Kepada yang lain2...bukan tanak wish tp exam korang dah habis...so I nak wish selamat dapat result yg bagus2 k....You all kan my rakSASERs :)
Till my next post, I akan tulis yg best2 la. Harini just sesi warming up je after a year. Ahaks!
After a year, finally I'm updating my blog! Hahahah...maybe it's the blessing of May, the month of celebration and happiness kot. May ade;
1. Birthdays (Me, Mak, Abang)
2. Holidays (Labour Day, Wesak Day, School Holidays)
3. Celebration (Teachers Day, Mothers Day)
Yeayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Nothing much to tell actually, not really lah. I have tons to write but now I'm facing writer's block at the moment. Lots of things happen within this one year. I mean since May 2010 until May 2011 lah...too many thatI think I'll be needing several posts (after I overcome my writer's block :x) to tell the whole stories. Starting from my birthday last year, and this year. A lot has changed. A lot had happened. Too much too tell, don't know where to start.
Before I end this first 2011 post, nak wish selamat exam utk semua budak2 IB and A Level yg tengah berhempas pulas mcm dlm gambar bawah ni. hihihihihih...... (selamat aku dah tempuh zaman ni dengan jayanya)
All the best guys...I know you can do it :)
Till my next post, I akan tulis yg best2 la. Harini just sesi warming up je after a year. Ahaks!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
May is the month for cakes, and sunburn too
Salam bersalam salam salaman...
Ape kabar kah semua? Aku baru je memakan lunch yg sgt SEDAP hasil masakan sendiri di tengahari Ahad yg syahdu cuacanya. Nak makan kat luar tekak tak nak terima pulak. Susah betul mempunyai seorang tekak yang tidak mendengar arahan. Iyelah masa aku kecik2 dulu pun selalu je sakit, gara-gara tekak dan tonsil aku yg degil nie lah. Isk isk isk...derita betul time tu. Sebulan sekali konfem doktor kat Gemencheh tu mesti happy sebab aku nie dah kira pelanggan tetap beliau, dan akan membuat kunjungan sosial yang berakhir dengan Abah mengeluarkan duit dari dompetnya. I love you Abah!
This cupcakes is just one of the cakes I received this year. See how I ravaged my own name?
Cant resist. Too delicious! Credits to Atin, the annoying sister :p
May is the month for celebration, at least for me la. Haha.. Birthdays, Mothers Day, Teachers Day, Labor Day, Wesak Day, school holidays...wow! Because of this, kami meraikan dengan berkumpul sekeluarga di Port Dickson sambil mendera kulit saya yg super sensitif ni di tepi pantai. *strolling for 15 mins at 6.15 pm telah mendatangkan satu kecelakaan kepada kulitku. Siyut.
The following week pula menyaksikan kulitku dibakar oleh cahaya matahari Melaka yang sangat kejam pada jam 12.00 tengahari di Melaka Wonderland. Thanks to SASER's PTA, the trip was kinda awesome & relaxing for me and my family. Swimming like nobody's business at hotel, but Melaka Wonderland tu mcm tak siap je lagi. Haha..kinda enjoyable and good for all adrenaline junkie. I just figured out yg aku ni agak penakut.hahaha..Let me swim in a biggest swimming pool ever, but please do not push me into those slides yg menakutkan tu! haha. No piccies from my Melaka trip because we're either too lazy to bring our cameras to the pool, or it's raining during the swim, or nobody wants to play the role to be the photographer (prefer to be in the water indeed!) hahahaha.
And Hari Guru Celebration was awesome too (dont forget the word 'tiring' comes together with the word 'awesome' tu ye). The boys did everything they could, despite the time factor that always bugs us. Thanks & congrats to SASER the 8th..and ex SASERs yg datang :)
Still having fun though.
Yang menyemak kat depan tu adik saya, Fikri si Form 5 yang manja. haha.
The following week pula menyaksikan kulitku dibakar oleh cahaya matahari Melaka yang sangat kejam pada jam 12.00 tengahari di Melaka Wonderland. Thanks to SASER's PTA, the trip was kinda awesome & relaxing for me and my family. Swimming like nobody's business at hotel, but Melaka Wonderland tu mcm tak siap je lagi. Haha..kinda enjoyable and good for all adrenaline junkie. I just figured out yg aku ni agak penakut.hahaha..Let me swim in a biggest swimming pool ever, but please do not push me into those slides yg menakutkan tu! haha. No piccies from my Melaka trip because we're either too lazy to bring our cameras to the pool, or it's raining during the swim, or nobody wants to play the role to be the photographer (prefer to be in the water indeed!) hahahaha.
And Hari Guru Celebration was awesome too (dont forget the word 'tiring' comes together with the word 'awesome' tu ye). The boys did everything they could, despite the time factor that always bugs us. Thanks & congrats to SASER the 8th..and ex SASERs yg datang :)
Me, with Ketua Pelajar presenting the 'Teacher with the most up-to-date gadjet'.
Haha thanks to the 5800 I guess, and Mr Asus too.
The guys who could do magic with those strings.
They're marvellous! (and they learn by youtube, so they said)
The most controversial pic, KU with Principal, saling suap menyuap.
Ahaks.
(he told me not to upload this pic, sorry dear. I cant help myself!)
Through and through, I guess I had the best May in years, this year!
And to Oren, be nice to me. And I think I'm gonna be nice to you too. Hahaha.
Blackberry, I think u are cool! Can we fall for each other? *wink wink
Happy Teachers Day to all my colleagues.
I know we've done great job with the boys.
Keep up the good job!
And boys, thanks a lot.
Good luck in SPM, and life afterwards.
I've always pray for your success.
And to Oren, be nice to me. And I think I'm gonna be nice to you too. Hahaha.
Blackberry, I think u are cool! Can we fall for each other? *wink wink
Monday, May 10, 2010
Bury the castle
Hari: Hujan, petir berdentum dentam
Lampu: Blackout, mcm biasa
Mood: Baru bgn tido, mamai
Hello hai salam!
Kesimpulannya, kalo korang rasa ada minggu yg rocks, jgn terkejut kalo dlm minggu tu ade rasa cem sh** gaks ok. Life is about balance, and nothing or nobody's perfect except Allah The Almighty. Tetiba lak aku rasa bersyukur sbb ade balance dlm idup aku last week.Haha.
Last week memang best, and suxx too. Ala-ala bittersweet gitu. Haha.
Kenapa aku claim best@sweet?
1. Last week is the beginning of May. I love May so much. Sebabnya maybe ade banyak birthdays, exam, Hari Guru, Mother's Day, cuti2 Malaysia dan perkara2 yang tak dapat aku nak tafsirkan mengapa dan kenapa. Oh, bulan May juga akan menyaksikan pengumpulan data2 scholarship pelajar yang bakal mengujakan perasaan dan meruntun jiwa guru-guru semua. Heh, best!
2. My birthday. And yet, until today I'm still receiving wishes and gifts! My boys (SASER boys rocks!! if ade girls yg baca post nie percayalah, tak rugi dapat SASER boys..diorng mmg best) buat surprise birthday party, siap laluan ade lilin sepanjang my way to get to the cake, and hadiah and wishes. Seriusly, the gift made me happy, over the top and ecstatic..but the thoughts and rememberance yang betul2 buat aku sayu dan tido dalam senyuman mlm tu. Gile la, takde orang yg penah buatkan aku surprise birthday party kecuali ex aku dulu, di waktu tengah malam. Siangnya pulak kawan2 entertain ngan secret recipe (malam tadi pun secret recipe gak)..pun terharu lagi sbb kwn2 pun syg kat aku. Haha... Skang nie I'm looking forward utk celebrate ngan family jek. This week ade family day, semua akan turun PD. Open table jom!
3. Aku dpat surprise dr STJ. Bukan anak murid aku, tapi skandal dengan anak murid aku. Dia dtg all the way from STJ...bawak kek, bunga n hadiah. Tak tau la nak rasa ape..terkejut n terkesima la aku (baru bgn tido, haha). Tak sangka kasih sayang aku da sampai ke budak STJ. huhuhu...kat SESERI dah ade dah. Maybe kena luaskan link skandal2 anak2 murid nie. Kuikuikui. Aku tak kisah orang nak kata ape, sbb kalo my students happy aku pown tumpang la hepi. Amende aku tulis nie. (amalia ni salah u, i br abiskan ur cappucino kek yg sgt sedap and now SUGAR RUSH) Hahahah. And not to forget surprise from SESERI - Alia. Aku mmg meleleh air liur tgk clutch yg belang2 itam gold tu sejak tgk ironman aritu. Apakan daya masa tak mengizinkan membeli...risau gak kot2 ade org cilok clutch tu. Sib baik yg cilok tu ialah ALia dan menghadiahkannya kepada aku. BEST!
4. Ade interview Exxonmobil. Gile beruntung bebudak SASER nie. belum mid year dah ade orang nak chop untuk dibagi scholarship. Aghh jelesnya! Kenapa zaman aku dulu takde semua nie?? (sebab ko malas la ngok, haha) Kenapa aku tatau ade scholarship semua nie masa skola dulu?? (sebab kaunselor ko tak hebat mcm ko skang..haha --> sorry ni ayat perasan sensorang ok)
Kenapa suxx??? haaa..lets go dwell into the dark side of last week
1. Oren lupa besday aku. Bangang. Wish pon sebab aku yg ingatkan. How can you be so ignorant?. Mmg cem syial. Oh, takley carut2. Bukan ade ape pown ngn dia. Juz maybe sbb aku harap dia ingat, turn out to be the opposite. Aku tau ko sorang yg perahsia, pendiam, keeping things to yourself. Tapi bagilah aku peluang nak kenal kau! Kalo tak menjadi pon takpe, at least aku dah try. Tapi kau duduk je dalam dunia kau sendiri. AKu rasa mcm orang bodoh. You are sending me different kind of signals here ok? Maybe i demanded too much from somebody who knew so little bout myself. Fine, I get it. So many emotions for one day.
How can you be so loved, yet felt so unloved at the same time?
2. Blackout at jebat. Hujan punye pasal. adei...I hate life without air circulation (kipas la tuh..haha)
3. No weekend. Sabtu ngan exxonmobil, ahad duty. No life! Tapi sib baik ade surprise lagi di hari Ahad. hehehh.
4. LAUNDRY. Sape yg kata aku suke laundry mmg la gile. Kalo boley, aku nak org invent satu mesin yg boleh basuh, sidai, gosok, lipat n simpan at the same time. (mungkin mesin itu namanya ORANG GAJI, sekian terima kasih). Bajuku menimbun!!
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Kesimpulannya, kalo korang rasa ada minggu yg rocks, jgn terkejut kalo dlm minggu tu ade rasa cem sh** gaks ok. Life is about balance, and nothing or nobody's perfect except Allah The Almighty. Tetiba lak aku rasa bersyukur sbb ade balance dlm idup aku last week.Haha.
Itu sahaja nukilan setakat ini. Aku ngah decide sama ade nak g beli kontek lens kat England Optical@Carrefour or duduk je umah tgk The Nanny.
*kan best kalo Carrefour ade TGV or GSC or MBO?? bley aku melawat tetiap hari.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Love & Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't..There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here."
Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered;
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is"
*sigh* amin ~~
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't..There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here."
Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered;
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is"
*sigh* amin ~~
Monday, March 29, 2010
penyakit2 baru
Aku mengesan satu penyakit baru iaitu senyum sorang2.
Hahaha...
(dah dah jgn nak wat spekulasi ye)
btw semakan PILN boley buat tengahari nie (29 Mac 2010). Hopefully ramai Raksaser yg dapat.
Graduasi around the corner, mcm2 nak buat. adeh, too little time, so much work to do.
Aku harap kak liza semakin sihat, amin.
Utk pengetahuan semua, Kak Liza a.k.a GPK Kokurikulum kita semua tak sihat. Dia br lepas operation. So, sesapa yg nak melawat beliau di Taman Alamanda silakan kontek saya ye. Saya nie mcm PA dia skng..heheh.
Kita sama-sama doakan kesihatan Kak Liza. Amin.
Miss Fara,
currently imagining My Chemical Romance's tune 'I'm not OK'
(but in good mood actually, haha)
Hahaha...
(dah dah jgn nak wat spekulasi ye)
btw semakan PILN boley buat tengahari nie (29 Mac 2010). Hopefully ramai Raksaser yg dapat.
Graduasi around the corner, mcm2 nak buat. adeh, too little time, so much work to do.
Aku harap kak liza semakin sihat, amin.
Utk pengetahuan semua, Kak Liza a.k.a GPK Kokurikulum kita semua tak sihat. Dia br lepas operation. So, sesapa yg nak melawat beliau di Taman Alamanda silakan kontek saya ye. Saya nie mcm PA dia skng..heheh.
Kita sama-sama doakan kesihatan Kak Liza. Amin.
Miss Fara,
currently imagining My Chemical Romance's tune 'I'm not OK'
(but in good mood actually, haha)
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